Lesson 1 - Sissy Ritual

in Lesson 1, Keymistress Akasha asked me to answer several questions:


Before chastity, how often did you cum?

probably about once a week now, i used to cum more often but Your and Miss Blue's previous chastity training helped me get myself under better control. i prefer to cum when a Mistress has given me permission, although sometimes when reading your stories or watching a milovana tease i will cum in spite of myself.


What was your sissy pussy ritual with the bath and sweet scents? Describe and make me proud.

my favorite bath lotion is clairol herbal essences botanical body wash, with mallow flower fragrance. it has a very soft, pretty, feminine fragrance. i regularly use it as lubricant when i shave my legs, pussy and chest. unfortunately clairol stopped making it, so i'm going to have to find another product soon. i gently removed all the hair from my pussy and balls, i was glad to get rid of it because it is ugly anyway and it is more important that my Mistress has access to her property without having to mess with the hair. i did leave some hair in place above your cock through, so that i don't look too totally strange when i shower in the gym. the smooth, pretty balls and hairless ass are going to be hard enough to explain.


What do you fear more about this chastity training?

i may not be strong enough to remain in chastity for the entire training. this is to some extent because the denial causes anxiety to build up, and partly because the device is uncomfortable and bulky. but also because the psycological effects are very powerful.i noticed in your earlier training that i become extremely focused on You as weeks in chastity go by. i feel empty when You are away for even a few days. by the time the training was over, i was almost reluctant to remove the chastity! the feelings are extremely intense.


What do you hope to learn through this training?

i want to learn whether i am strong enough to totally give control of myself to a strong, dominant woman. i want to know that i can overcome physical and mental discomfort in order to bring You pleasure. i love the way chastity binds me to You, i hope i can live up to my agreement.


Did you make it through without any accidents? How long can you stroke without losing control?

yes, five times a day to the very edge and then hold as long as i could. when i first begin to stroke your cock i quickly reach the point where i am ready to cum. i guess its the excitement. but then if i slow down and rest for minute, then i can build back up and last much longer. on some occasions it took me early 1/2 hour of teasing to reach the very edge this way. (my vibrator does me pretty quickly though). of course, if my mouth was worshiping your pussy or ass, i truly doubt that i would last very long without a chastity in place... or even with! (blush)