dear Keymistress Akasha,
i had to write to tell You how about my how my training is progressing. a few days ago You instructed your sluts to being teasing their titties and pussies to move us along to the next level of submission to You. even i am surprised about how effective this has been so far. i've told You about my late night experiences with the chastity. and You have seen my inability to cum in order to relieve my anxiety. of course that is a good thing in one aspect - it keeps me focused on You. on the other hand, it is very frustrating for your slave.
however i have found that by playing with my titties and working my purple dildo into my pussy and slowly moving it, i and become quite wet. i can only drip and leak of course, but at least i relieves some of the pressure. my inability to cum makes me feel very submissive and the penetration of my pussy makes me feel feminine - and i just love that (blush). i have not tried to use the large cock with the suction cup back that i purchased from stockroom yet, the size still frightens me. but i find myself looking at it. i know that if i was with You it would probably be in my pussy already.
not that long ago i could not understand what women wearing strap harnesses and cock was all about. now i know. in the hands (or on the hips) of the proper woman, it brings her great power, and leaves her slave submissive, satisfied and worshiping her. i am so grateful for all the things You have taught me. thanks so much, You are a treasure Akasha.
i was reading some stories on Akashaweb tonight. i just love them and they keep me so focused on the training. afterwords i had a strange urge to practice putting on makeup! not just lipstick - You have given me a lot of practice with that. i tried some eye makeup. oh my gosh - what a mess. i don't know how women manage that. i guess i will stick with lipstick...
your slave
jamie
Saturday, October 31, 2009
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